User blog:LegacyStar Eclipse/My Story!....

Some cats and other creatures may wonder my past... Here it is: My young years are a blur I wasnt given birth no created by someone or somthing... I had a past life being neglected and abused for the diffrences in me and who I truly was I was black pelted and teal eyes like I am today. My life in the past was very very very very tragic and horrrible and part of my soul WONT move on and stay strong! My past life was filled with bloody blur and neglect and no love.... I am today a depressed mixed ameotion yet proud leader of solstice clan trying to clib up my life.. My struggles are extremley personal and private deeply only known by my sister not even her somtimes because idk if anyone cares anymore!!?! Many of my family and friends have been disloyal like some of my grand and non children turned dark and attacked me and left forever.. Trickery and disloyalty has torn my heart ad soul making me feel like the other cat in my past life! Some people dont understand how im able to be so so so alone ALL the time yet i survive it becuase im used to it really very ture i was ALL alone ALL the time enternally becuase no ONE bothered.... Now i have a wonderful sisters who I love ( as a sister ) O_O' But I never want to hold anybosy back so my problems shouldnt be hers she has big clan who needs her time not me... So im a deprssed and confused mixed emotion leader legend cat sorta  with many past lives Ill never EVER know for sure... Add me or whatever...