Thread:Darkclaw1444/@comment-33057205-20170920133259/@comment-33057205-20171106145943

Daaaaang B.A. sister XD that looks lit.

Message for Zemlin: I'm sorry hun. When I read your message it made me happy to see that you said you'd wait for me. I dont know when ill be able to get back on discord at all right now. It might be a really long time. I was stressing over this all weekend so, theres that. Im working on getting my grades up so i hope i can get this vid production thing off my phone bc i wont have it after today -.-. I can cram to get my grades up no problem. It may take a few weeks to get that other situation cleared up bc -.- yeah lol i woke up in the middle of the night for no reason last night to so lol theres that (meh face -.-). *Sighs.* That's gotta be the most stressful weekend ive experienced lol. Anyway, im on wiki from 7:20ish-8 a.m my time, then theres lunch and then like a half hour after school so, I was hoping to talk to you on Wikia. And, your right I should focus on myself rn, but to not stress about worrying that your going to loose someone isn't exactly easy, maybe I was over reacting but nothing lead to me thinking otherwise. I understand my moms paranoia when she says some of the things she did over the weekend, but really she didnt give us a chance and I couldnt bring myself to speak up. I'm sorry. I really miss you rn, and the others on Amino and discord and I wish I had time to be on there. When Free Realms shut down 6 years ago i didnt have any connections to ppl, this week I felt the same fear I did a week before the game shut down, that i wouldnt have contact with ppl and that i migth never see them again, I felt this situation was just the same as FR, but instead of the game producers shutting the game down, its my mom ripping those connections away from my. Alright that sounds aweful to think about when im typing this, but that was my mind set. Im sorry about all of this. Aishtemas my noble exorcist. On a good note though, lol I read 2 1/2 Blue Exorcist manga's to try and refresh bc I still wanna get caught up and make you something XD. With that, and our original rp, ive gotten so many ideas considering how you work with incantations(Aria) and the blue flames(Blue Flames of Satan-Ik it may not be the same thing, but i can find sooooooooo many ways to connect this to Ao no Exorcist XD.) Love you my noble exorcist, I hope to talk to you on Wikia. ~Bre.