User:Shatteredstar

My leadership in Bloodclaw
I have been told, and it has been hinted quite directly to me, that lots of cats think Blue was and is a better leader than me. In my darker moments of self doubt and self pity, i agree with you. When i was first made deputy i was always terrifyed of the idea of becoming leader.. i'd attempted to make many clans before i finally settled in Bloodclaw and they had all died. I considered myself a failure of a warrior, and often ran off to the thunder paths to try and finish myself off. Blue repeatedly told me she believed in me, she said i was strong and she knew i would take care of the clan.. After a few months i had forgotten my fear of leadership, and eventully got over it. To be honest, once Bluestar was on her last life, i started getting excited to be leader.. I didnt want to tell her because i didnt want her to think i was power hungry or that i wanted her dead.. because most of the time i do think she was better then me. She is the creater, the founder of BloodclawClan.. my favorite clan, the only clan that felt like home to me. Blue is one of my best friends, i respect her and i always make sure she is okay with the big discisions i make while leading her clan.. But then again.. i hate being compared to her. My stubborn, defensive side's response to these critizisms is usualy something like this...

I am the leader of BloodclawClan now, and no one can do ANYTHING about it. I will lead my clan until death, and i will watch over them in my lives to come. Blue may have been leader before, she may have have been leader durring the old days, the times of the Elder Clans, the more prosperous days.. but she was killed. I am leader now, whether you like it or not. I WILL continue to lead these cats through the invasions and attacks you all put us through, i will organize and control them, cuz if they have no leader, they will kill you all for fun. Bloodclaw is a family, just because you dont like us doesnt mean we have to take your critizims! If you have a problem with me leading this Clan, if you dont think im as strong as Bluestar, come find me.. i can prove to you, im just as strong as my mother. I refuse to let this clan die, and i refuse to step down from my rank just because a few noob clans think im weak.

I hate you,

~love Shatteredstar

Random Shlit

 * Sometimes my littermates steal catmint from the med den and rape eachother


 * Going to Pizza Hut + Going bowling = Buttholing


 * The only type of sushi ive ever eaten is California Rolls


 * Black Veil Brides is full of awesome


 * I would beat an old lady if it would make Elder Scrolls Online come out this year


 * I have a turtle ring that ive been wearing for about three years.. o.o


 * Whenever im expecting kits i always squish people with my belly at the next gathering


 * I always postpone going to sleep at night, but during the day id sleep anywhere, anytime


 * I have four pillows on my bed.. right now... o.o


 * My dad once told me, "I like peeing outside, its peaceful.".. then proceed to open the back door and go around the house to pee in the bushes o_o


 * Every time i listen to Revelation by BVB i picture a amv i could make.. if i knew how to animate and had the proper programs to make it look how i picture it o.o

Current Favorite Few Songs.. o.o
Black Veil Brides; Rebel Yell~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75tgDJeqTas&feature=player_embedded

Black Veil Brides; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68NBPWJEDAk&feature=player_detailpage

Black Veil Brides; Unholy~  http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=QcuhD5V4BRg

Black Veil Brides; Days Are Numbered~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7v4U66R1RE&feature=player_detailpage