Thread:Darkclaw1444/@comment-33057205-20180312142514/@comment-33057205-20180416135507

Morning Moony. I have a bit of news. Allseeing(Blaze) started talking to me about two days ago and he seems a bit different, or, showing more of a side to him then i expected. He said he's been loosing contact with people, and wanted to keep the ones he has, and that that included me. So, theres that.

One of my irl friends came over yesterday and, well a while ago she sent this sweet text that, at first i thought she pulled it of the internet somewhere, but she actually wrote it herself and, at that time i was upset because half of it i didnt see as true so, i asked her yesterday if that was something she wished would be true and then the conversation got, idk i guess we were both confused but then my mom stepped in and gave a shot at explaining everything, and did it spot on to, amazing.

Basically my old friend and i havent talked much really at all, and well my friend realizes some things about our past and wants a good relationship with me again, and just hearing all of that, ive realized that being left with my own thoughts about her for way to long with nothing else to think about but past issues, i wasnt willing to give her a chance until my mom said yes to her coming over yesterday even when i was (reeeally stupidly) fighting it(i couldnt bc of previous texts, that would have been dumb lol).

But now that we've hung out again and, had that talk right before she left, im kind of glad mom forced that, and ... *smiles* im happy i have the chance to gain a long lost friendship back and maybe start over and make things a lot better now that me and my friend are older.

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Holly shiznit im just realizing all of wt i ust typed in the last paragraph, about myself while i was typing that... ... ... wow. ... ... ... =^.^=.