Thread:Darkclaw1444/@comment-39375808-20190512040025

Can you add me on discord i want to show you something. Tbh ive missed you this entire time to the point when a lot of things would remind me of you and i would get depressed to the point it would stop me from doing things and i nearly left discord due to that and another thing. But i threw you away bc i didnt want to be in any more pain from you. And i was scared of what mom would do if i still talked to you. I was scared nighty would leave me. And i was scared of becoming some cast out for forgiving everything youve done as ive already been called gullible, insane, being threatened to get kicked off discord by mom. I hated that i couldnt do anything when i was sad after thinking about you i just didnt move. But now im doing everything i can so that i can make mom proud of me. Even if ive hid the fact i cried bc i thought of you and she asked if i was crying and i said no. But i hid that same thing multiple times already. Youve done a lot of stuff but, i did stuff too and, im sorry i wasbt there for you when you got a concussion even if i was convinced from mom on something. I should have let it go... I was hurt by the fear you forgot everything from our friendship back then... And im sorry for how i reacted when you said you wouldnt do much in my server bc night was in it. I hated how you guys werent friends but now ig theres nothing i can do. But do you remember how you compared our friendship in a way to the title of Ashes of Unity? Well its still true to me... And even if you and night wont be friends i still want to call you both my sisters. I just dont want to be hurt anymore and im clinging because it isnt me to say we cant be friends again... I dont want to believe that. 