User blog:Bubblestar/Hello..

Hi, it's been a while. Again. XD. But I thought about this wiki again today because well.. I'll get to that.

I turn to this wiki when I'm sad, or when I think about it, or when I feel lost because really, it's the only place I feel home. It's been over 3 years now since me and Krissy created this wiki, and it's grown a hell of a lot. It used to be this and also Free Realms (mainly Free Realms) I'd turn to as if it was my medicine - the only thing that could stop my emotions for a while (chessy, I know, but that's me haha) and so that's what I'm doing now.

Forgot to tell you guys, I'm in Australia so we don't have middle school. We start high school literally in Grade 7. And I started high school 5 weeks ago! I really shouldn't be putting an exclamation mark there though because school sucks. Especially friends. Anyway, I'm getting to that.

I'm not going into it but there's this girl I've known for 4 years and we've had an on and off friendship, the last two years we've been fighting all the time. And as harsh as it sounds, I've come to the conclusion that she's a bitch. And now tonight she's been more bitchy, and now my other best friend has turned against me, and she blocked me, and they were my best friends! And the first girl has told my other best friend stuff about me - so I guess we're not really best friends at all. I only have one other true friend who doesn't get involved in this stuff now. So life sucks. In the real world I feel as if everyone hates me.

Anyone, enough ranting about my stupid emotions. So I'm here! I actually came on today and thought that this wiki had been deserted, but it never was. It never has been! I love all of you guys! Not romantically or you know... ugh, you get the idea!