Thread:StarCastEclipse/@comment-24174190-20140122031757/@comment-24174190-20140125060809

ever felt that your a misfit out cast so different its bad..

Feeling out one out of a billion zillion million+ and you just one person to make you feel ok through so so so so SO SO much having no one having some one but not the one person you want and need deeply knowing that there some where out there but not having them next to you breaks your heart and spirit and soul all at once.

Feeling like your a  cut out from a fantasy into reality or a side character in a movie?

Feeling like your that one stripe on wall of pokedots?

Feeling like if every day you get up and all you have is yourself to understand but you don't people to feel like you so just forget but you NEVER really forget.. Feeling lost and alone and scared and confused in a world you don't feel that you should be that you belong some where along different line with other things and people animal humans that get and understand you and you around...

Feeling like if everything has reason why is waking up like this a reason

If FR helped me through lots without it I am not sure where I will get my bit of fun anf fiction and fantasy hat I desire is my dull world Just another bad events after the and the other again nd again WHY?

I am SO lost and alone