Talk:BloodClaw Clan/@comment-50.14.194.200-20131117055303/@comment-24046341-20131117160526

First I'm am sorry for being a bitch but as I said its a bad week o.o... And when I was in third grade my friends were making fun of me cause I'm short and I know they were joking but I hurt me really bad then my parents kept fighting like physically fighting my mom didn't have enough money to leave my dad so she stayed because of me and of course I felt like Just killing myself and letting her be happy away from him but I couldn't leave them then I moved to Florida and I got into freerealms it was so fun to find the people who had the same interests as me I joined a clan before I read the books then I started to read them and I got hooked at the time my dad was a drunk and my parents kept fighting and still I was getting bullied then two sisters they left me shattered I couldn't take it anymore I would clench my fist and wish I was dead because they made it the purpose of their lives to make my life living hell... I cried myself to sleep every night my parents weren't there when I needed them most and then a few years later (this year) they divorced my dad wants me to live with him and wants me and my mom to come back but I saw him on Connecticut (a long time ago) he was drunk and slapped my sister across the face I will never forgive him for what he has done and I keep all that anger bottled up inside till I just snap and release it on anyone who pisses me off and I don't want to be a bitch but I can't help it I try so hard not to cry at night and just yesterday I was supposed to get a kitten from my friends friends girlfriend then she only gave us one kitten so my friend kept the one I was going to keep so I cried to myself the whole day then I cried myself to sleep because she brought the kitten over my house and I'm crying right now because this is like reliving the whole damn thing over again and now my friends keep cuddling and playing with the cat and she comes over tom me when I cry and the kitten she will put her muzzle to my forehead and I will smile or she will sleep by my belly and I cry again cause I know she will have to leave and I will be all alone again... So I'm sorry again if I'm a total bitch but...... Yeah. _.